Conversation with God

As I sat by the table with my cup of tea, He sat with his eternal glow opposite to me.
He smiled with his divine smile and I felt I had been there for a while
I felt he knew me right from the time he created me; He knew what I did, what I had thought,
The times I was good and the times I was bad.
I felt the feeling, He owned me. I felt good. I was a part of him. Very shy, even in front of
Someone who drew me, my life, I smiled back, and shyed away, feeling very excited.

I just felt like talking everything at a time, knowing, he knows everything every time.
I asked him, so what's life all about.
He, with his smile, knew it was coming perhaps,” you now know all about it"
I asked him "hmm, I am not sure about that"
He answered "If the question lies within you, so does the answer, you sought for it, so you shall
Soon find it"
I felt, it was quite reasonable. Something I could agree with. Why would I question myself?
Unless I know little about it.

Ok God, why do I feel angry many times. Why can't I just be good like you?
Why do I have traits like anger, jealousy, and self pity?
He smiled again, if I gave you a jig saw puzzle that’s fully solved, you won't have the fun
To play with it, would you.
I answered "No"

Also, while solving the puzzle, do you think the shapes that are equal will fix into each other.
I answered "No"

So, if you think you are perfect, would you try to check your flaws and develop yourself?

I answered "No"
I thought, ah, so that’s why, if one piece fits into another, it means, you can fix yourself
Into the other piece to form a better picture.

I then asked why so many people are treated badly. Why cannot all animals and human beings and every
Being on earth - insects, birds, mammals etc are equal with equal power.

He smiled at my innocence perhaps
"You created yourself". He was more elaborate again, repeating the same sentence
"You created your self”. I have given every being in the universe, equal power.
They have brought what they are right now, themselves. Just like the farmers who reap their
Own harvest." All the power has been given to you. I don't control you. You can decide what to do

I thought to myself "I thought of the proverb, as you sow, so shall reap"
He replied "Exactly", as if reading my mind

I could only reply with one sentence "I love you God, thanks for creating me (soul) and I (body)

Soul is an entity of you and I'm glad it is for I love you.

You've been with me all the time and I cannot thank you enough. He gave me a big hung, warm
Enough to lighten my heart, warmer than my pink blanket I use while sleeping.

I wish to be a better person soon, God.Atleast; I would like to try to be one.

He smiled.

I do not know what that smile meant. God only knows.

~ Dazed Thoughts ~

Sitting by the window sill,
Looking downside with a daze
With no intents and no will,
No thoughts and mind in maze

Every day is again another
A routine that just rolls on,
Or do I worry or do I bother,
About things to come or gone

It is a dazing life I've felt,
About morals and about Love
About things you have dealt,
About yourself and one above

What is my motive, its blind,
To me and to my blind sights
When its time, I need to wind,
My life of the days and nights

Then probably I would realize,
"Oh so this was my life's will
Its too late for me to revise
The thoughts by the window sill

~Maalai Saarthinaal, Kodhai~

The baby was found lying like a beautiful rose,
Under the tulasi within the temple's lush garden
Vishnucitta saw and carried her in a gentle pose
And adopted her like her own,with all his pardon.

As she grew along, Kodhai was the name she bore
The father dotingly telling all the tales of Lord
Little did he know her love for Vishnu grew more,
Her heart beating for Vishnu creating music accord

"I'll try those garlands" to herself she whispered
Before her father offered them to Lord, so pure
Chanting all his prayers with faith in every word,
Had no knowledge on Kodhai's act of sin with lure

One day, her father finally sees her act,grows soar,
Embracing the lord by wearing the garland of flowers,
An upset father is not happy with daughter anymore
Kodhai is upset ,angry with her worldly human powers

Vishnu comes in Vishnucitta's dream with all smiles,
"Why don't you not offer me her garlands anymore,
Its been long,I always accept her garlands, her wiles",
Father opens his eyes, realizing His love to the core.

"There is divine love between my daughter and God"
He thinks and ponders and offers her garlands to Him,
Acceptance was with ease and happiness by the Lord,
Kodhai's love only grew and Lord vanished her whim.

As she grew to a lovely woman, her heart only grew
Chanting Vishnu's name all the time,in every breath,
Every second, "He is the one, I shall marry",she spew
If her request was rejected, she would accept death

Her father, yet again grew angry,now upset and worried,
And yet again, Vishnu appeared in his legendary vision,
Accept the request don't be against her and get buried
As there is a task for you- need to complete a mission


Send her to Srirangam where I shall accept her -my love
Kodhai, on listening to this, grew ecstatic with love and lust
She roared with urgency and merged with the Lord Above,
The well known Andal vanished into the Divine like a dust

Journey Earthbound

I was just a free soul, whiling away from sea to sky
When Behold! I was grasped by the light from above
And given a vision of my life,with my destiny oh My
And was told my purpose was to forgive and to love

Then shun this white light more with a telepathic smile
And I communicated, with utmost love, what is next,
He smiled again with a divine yet God like wile,
This'll be your life and I'll judge with a surprise test

I was ecstatic to leave to a brand new dimension
And learn how to evolve into a good human being
Thanks to this beautiful light - a divine intervention
I am still learning so as to give this life a meaning

What's a New Year, Anyway.

New Year wishes, to me what it means,
May be yet quite insignificant it seems,
'Cause earth just completes one revolution,
Whether or not there is a value for evolution.
So a new year is just a change in number
We see once we wake up from our slumber
I wish all realize before its quite too late,
Before end of 2012 brings for us its fate

Religion and Spirituality

When I was young, I used to go to temples to "pray". What I prayed, really
mattered at the time as I thought I saw some results.If I didn't, I probably thought I need to pray harder.
Now my thoughts have been on a transit mode. I feel we pray to a higher
consciousness, what others call as "God".We probably connect to such a universal or cosmic power..But, visiting temples is our way of telling ourselves that we are having
more faith in ourselves and help fulfill the same.In other words, what I truly believe when I actually think going to a
temple is more divine, its only because my thoughts have become more
powerful that if I would visit one, my prayers would be answered. But in
reality, its just my thoughts that have tend to believe that way. So they
gradually begin to conceive it in that way..If i just put a stone in front
of me and believe it has power, so be it. It would have power eventually
because my thoughts perceive the stone that way..Pilgrimage is not going to wash away your "bad karma" for good! If there is
a positive, there is a negative. If there is an electron, so there is a
positron. That's when we have a vacuum and that's what our universe is made
of.If some temple stands out of being highly powerful, for mighty sake, its
just the people's thoughts having been accumulated there and have been
increasing due to their super belief visits that leaves behind one powerful
place. I really think we need to open the minds eye in order to see beyond. Its only the belief that matters.."I" don't matter..its just my soul.
I would quite believe in quantum physics. Energy can neither be created nor destroyed, but only be converted from one form to another. So, our soul continues to live beyond the body. Body is just the matter form. Sadly earth supports matter, or rather this energy field supports only matter..and we humans had gained only this much energy and hence get retained in the earthly level.We need to move on.Once we die, perhaps our souls continue to live. There are higher worlds up there which do not support matter..and they are called the "City of Lights". Perhaps this could shed more light into the fact that 80% of the energy released during the "Big Bang", was never found or rather disappeared.
I wish there are more ways to learn this. This could happen only if Science and Spirituality unite, which would be possible only once they find the "God Particle". This is just my theory .

Of Spooks and Ghosts(…and funny verse)

(Based on a joke published in a magazine)


I just watched the movie “Ghost”
At home-twas a vacation for me,
With friends in my place,I the host,
‘Twas a real horror,awesome to see.

Well,well..my friends left that night,
I was all alone,so what, I’m least scared,
I’m the fearless, strongest,also no fright,
Nothing can scare me and nobody dared

A little sound :Did I heard some beat?
I thought I needed a walk,yes true ,
So I walked by the graveyard street,
Now theres fresh air..also fear and rue!

A passerby was walking the other side,
I was glad,I shouted at him and I rushed
“Is this street Haunted?”I asked,eyes wide
“I’ve no clue,I died ages ago”,he blushed!

~Separation~

With a heart of sorrow and joy together,
With words of love and hatred to bother,

With hand filled with roses and thorns,
With a head with halo as well as horns,

With mind not ready to separate but yet,
Has to accept the fate which is on bet,

Hope you have a wonderful time out there,
Looking forward to the moments we'll share .